THE NAME IS MARUF HOSSAIN {HO}(SA}{IN}. MY HOBBY IS MUSIC. I'VE ALWAYS LOVED TO WRITE STORIES AND MAKE UP SONGS OUT OF MY HEAD. ALL MY LIFE I KEEP FALLING IN LOVE WITH GIRLS. I DONT KNOW WHY OR HOW BUT IT JUST HAPPENS. I STARTED THIS LOVE THING FROM WHEN I WAS I IN SECOND GRADE. I WOULD CALL IT THAT I AM REALLY TRYING TO FIND MY CHILDHOOD LOVER. I NEED TO FIND SOMEONE WHO WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM. WELL, AT LEAST I TRY MY BEST TO GET A LOVER. THIS, IS BECAUSE MY HOME LIFE SUCKS AND I DON'T HAVE TRUE FRIENDS. WELL, I NEVER DID. AT LEAST I FOUND TRUE FRIENDS AT AV. BUT, I'M LIKED BY ONLY A FEW FRIENDS. I'M NOT SURE WHO REALLY LIKES ME. I'M C/Sra MARUF HOSSAIN IN AVIATION HIGH SCHOOL'S AFJROTC PROGRAM. I AM HONORED TO BE IN THE PROGRAM. IN THE BEGINNING OF MY LIFE I WANTED TO BECOME A DOCTOR, BUT EVER SINCE I'VE JOINED AFJROTC I REALISED THAT I WANNA JOIN THE USAF. I WANT TO BECOME A AIR FORCE RECRUITER. THEN I WANT TO BE PART OF THE AIR NATIONAL GUARD. ANYWAYS, EVERYONE HATES ME FOR WHO I AM. ALL EVERYONE CAN DO IS JUST MESS AROUND WITH ME. I'M LIKE A PERSON THAT NEVER GETS IN TROBLE. I NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG. BUT, PEOPLE STILL JUST LOVE MESSING AROUND WITH ME. SO, NOW I'LL HAVE TO COMPLAIN TO THE TEACHER. YOU, MIGHT PROBABLY THINK I'M A SNITCH. WELL, I ALWAYS HAVE SNITCHED IN MY YOUTH, BUT THEN I LEARNED THAT NO ONE LIKES IT WHEN SOMEONE SNITCHES. SO, THEN I STOPPED. SINCE THAN I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SNITCH EVER IN MY LIFE. I BEEN GOOD WITH THAT BUT NOW MY BULLYING DAYS IT'S OVER BECAUSE I'M NOT GONNA SNITCH. WELL,ATLEAST NOT REALLY. ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN BULLIED AROUND AND I DON'T LIKE IT ANYMORE. - MARUF - I WONDER WHO MY TRUE BELOVED IS? THE MAIN POINT IS THAT I'VE LIVED 15 YEARS SEARCHING FOR A GIRL A CHILDHOOD LOVER AND YET NO MATTER WHO I CHOOSE THERE'S NO POINT OF THIS BECAUSE NO MATTER WHO I CHOOSE IT DOESN'T WORK OUT FOR ME BECAUSE I GET REJECTED WHICH HAS HAPPENED TO THE GIRLS I TOLD THAT I LOVE THEM. OH YEA THE LIFE IN HOME PART LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM SUFFERING 24/7. BUT HOW AND WHY THAT'S PERSONAL. OH YEAH I'M DEPRESSED 24/7. ESTEFANIA YOU ARE THE BEST. I WILL ALWAYS KNOW I CAN COUNT ON YOU WHEN I NEED SOME GIRL ADVICE. LOLZ... ALWAYS REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU ESTEFANIA. EVERY SCHOOL I GO TO I AM UNWANTED OVER THER BY THE STUDENTS. EVERY STUDENT AT LEAST MOST OF EVERYONE I KNOW DOESN'T WANT ME IN THAT SCHOOL.©..